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Emptiness Fills My Soul... |
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Thursday, December 24, 2009, i lost friends. i lost family. i lost love. 2010 will be a better year. or maybe not... Wednesday, December 23, 2009, To be honest, I'm not ok... , i think i really should stop talking. THIS WORLD TORTURES MY MIND AND SOUL! :( Tuesday, December 22, 2009, i dont care anymore i dont care anymore i dont care anymore i dont care anymore i dont care anymore i dont care anymore i dont care anymore i dont care anymore i dont care anymore i dont care anymore i dont care anymore I DONT CARE! Saturday, December 19, 2009, The door's always open, but the windows are shut tight. No matter how hard I try to jump out, I always survive... Just to continue living in discontentment... Yes. Peace. It seems more like total silence to me. That cant be changed. Tuesday, December 15, 2009, the truth does hurt and i think my heart crumbled in front of my friends who brought me the news... i know it was hard for you guys to break the news out to me, but a million thanks for letting me know. it had to come out sooner or later, and it did finally. that stupid izzwan even walked with me and talked about it along the way asking me to do something that might have really killed not only me but my soul. the belief that things will go on perfectly would have really brought hell upon me. izzwan, slap your face now. but like what u said my friend ****, its not the end and i'll get back on my feet and show the world. and what the heck, go chill and enjoy the world. still, i need time to recuperate. clearing my mind off such unnecessary thoughts. by then, im good as new and will better like i've never been before. the friends who always stood beside me, with all that advice and tit grabbing, thanks. sunny~ izzwan~ and joey~ now fuck off coz u guys are great counselors. -peace at last~ Saturday, October 31, 2009, I set to high hopes for myself. ~ and i cried, cause I did wrong. and I aplogised. Cause I love my mum so much. But that made me see how weak I am. I have too many responsibilities, as a person. as a friend. as a brother. as a human being. guide me through the way. and yes, I wanna love you. Maybe the reason why I never want to tell, might be because I dont want to lose you as a friend. Thats a greater treasure for me. ~ ~ -peace i pray u are well. |
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